I thought people should be nice in general.
I thought history rehearsal repeatedly.
I thought there exists freedom.
I thought the good lasts.
Am I wrong? I'm speechless...
I don't expect things last forever any more.
I don't expect there is absolute pure freedom at all.
I don't expect the same history happens again without any oscillation.
I thought history rehearsal repeatedly.
I thought there exists freedom.
I thought the good lasts.
Am I wrong? I'm speechless...
I don't expect things last forever any more.
I don't expect there is absolute pure freedom at all.
I don't expect the same history happens again without any oscillation.
I don't expect people are the same nice as what they are treated...
I still think there are more nice, polite, respectful people in the world.
I still think history tells most of the stories in similar but not exact ways.
I still think freedom can be realized with efforts in some sort of conceptual dreamland.
I still think doing good is powerful enough so that such positive energy can be passed on generation after generation.
I will never choose to be rude and harsh to others.
I will never choose to forget the lessons history and memory try to tell me.
I will never choose to lose my direction on my persuit of freedom and dreams.
I will never choose to do bad even though I was being treated unfriendly or being hurt badly.
I would stay away from those who were not nice.
I would stick to my thoughts of life.
I would learn from history.
I would try best be nice.
I don't like lies but I will learn to be trustable.
I don't like disappointment but I will learn to forgive.
I don't like toying but I will learn to be serious with my fun.
I don't like evil but I will learn to deal with badness in my way.
Life is so short that I don't think I have time to bother with these but I do care about welfare. I love what I did and I enjoy every effort I made. I have supports from my loved family and that's enough. I will try my best to make a difference even though it's a tiny small difference. Seriously, I think jokes are funny smart way of expressing research. Those who understands but also good at switching into boring seriousness might succeed in the long run.
(80 days left to be back China)