Without you, I learned how to feed myself. Cook by hand busy in the kitchen. Shop on foot comparing prices on budget. Carry on bike full of one week’s food. Burn hands carelessly in a panic cooking. Prepare meals to bring and eat at the department.
Without you, I learned how to live on myself. Look for a place to live without having time to eat. Find an apartment bargaining with the broker. Move from one place to another three times a year. Afraid of going home lonely when darkness comes. Awake midnight by the noise upstairs facing the darkness.
Without you, I learned how to walk along. Walk in a fast pace under blue mood. Travel alone planning schedules in details. Cycle around the city watching coming feasting. Prefer walking rather than taking a bus.
I miss the days when you prepared the clean clothes to wear near my bed the night before. I miss the days when you cook a table of my favorites waiting until late I’m back. I miss the days when sleeping on the warm bed with your company. I miss the days when following your pace enjoying the beautiful scenery without worrying about the next stop.
Thanks to your considerate care making my daily life well organized. Thanks to your patient tend on my picky tastes and fragile body. Thanks to your tolerance towards my impolite behavior. Thanks for providing a lovely and warm shelter whenever I need. Thanks for making me happy regardless of my caprice.
When you come, we are reunion and life will be even brighter. Believe in me and I will try my best to make a better world for us. When you come, I will accompany shopping for you. When you come, I will cook for you with all my heart. When you come, I will share every happiness with you. When you come, I will plan for our trip all over the world just for you. When you come, I will… We will be together always.
(Write for the most important people who love me most in this world coming to see me after 500 days’ apart 2012/11/18)