I believe everyone has a choice of life while I choose to follow my heart. I would not choose "An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth". I would admit I know nothing and keep wondering with curiosity.
It's wonderful to walk slowly towards dreams. I understand it's hard to control the outside but I need to be strong myself. All the sufferings have ending time. Past is past. Time to focus on today and dream about tomorrow.
Hope a happy ending :)